" I posted that about 4-5 months ago. No one wanted to "go there" with me, though. No one said a thing. Not one thing."
I know it's hard to believe, but most people don't follow around a crazy lady that posts nonsensical hallucinations while at the same time trying to come off as someone versed in science. Add to that, reading War and Peace is easier to get through than some of your lengthy posts. Much less, 5000+ of them.
Look, I wish you no ill will. Really I don't. I know you don't want to seek medical help for your condition. You have some people that know you and see you as harmless, so they're cool with overlooking your symptoms. My initial concern when I read some of your posts, was that some doubting undecided lurkers would read your posts and get concerned that if they were to move on from the JWs, they could possibly end up as batshit crazy as you. Had I not already found my way on my own accord, and instead came here first and saw your posts - I probably would have had second thoughts about moving on from JWs. However I now realize you have exhibted symptoms of your condition while you were a JW.
So you go on, keep writing about your halluncinations, your supposed literal Jewish heritage, and all your self-created delusions of being persecuted on this board. Pretending thatall this, here on the interweb, is a literal persecution from nonbelievers directed at you will only push you further into your mania. When really, it's about as pathetic as claiming graffiti in a truckstop bathroom is the kind of persecution the LORD, (Praise Baby Jesus Hallelujah, Peace to you) prophesied would come upon you. So go ahead now - read some quotes from Ezekiel in a Samuel Jackson kind of way -shout it out in an internet shout kind of way, to all the scientists, historians, and linguists, who disagree with you and your secondary mind-created persona.
The only thing more pathetic - is a guy like me actually spending 3 minutes of my life making a reply to someone that desperately needs crazy pills. Because, that silence that you heard when nobody replied to your wanna-go-head-to-head-with-scientists-about-creation post - that silence wasn't a concession. That was more like the silence Jesus gave when being falsely accused. Not answering something that makes no sense, and has no basis, and is so obviously wrong, needs no reply. Which really is what I should've done with this thread. Nonetheless, I've spent 3 going on 4 minutes here now - and I realize I do get at least one benefit. I get some practice and reminders of what it's like trying to talk to my JW friends who still think their beliefs are absolute truth. They never budge, nor reason, nor open themselves up to being wrong. It's good to remind myself what it's like to try and talk with them. So to you , dear Aguest, I wish peace to you hopefully which you'll obtain by seeking medical help, but I also thank you, for this excellent example of what it's like to reason with a deeply deluded JW.
